Ki System

Natal Year number:  4
Although Siti Nani holds strong views on what is right and wrong, and will readily voice those views if someone's personal freedoms are under threat, she is not nearly so forthright with detail.  A practical individual, she prefers the big picture to what she sees as the mind-numbing detail required of many jobs.  As a direct result, Siti Nani is inclined to leave tasks to the very last minute, despite the stress that such delays entail.  She is best employed in a business with tight deadlines, such as newspaper or magazine publishing.

Natal Month number:  5
A realist who brings a practical approach to problem solving, Siti Nani's confident outlook will soon lead her to a position of leadership.  Because she has developed fixed views on the important things of life, Siti Nani has an inner core of confidence that will at times make her appear stubborn.  Yet such a trait is so well balanced with the gentle side of her nature, that her personality appeals to a wide audience.

Natal House number:  4
With a strong sense of justice, Siti Nani has a balanced but independent view of the major issues affecting life, yet lacks attention to detail.  Inclined to leave things until the very last minute, she will struggle in any employment until she is sufficiently senior to have someone else put into effect the many good ideas that she will contribute.

Comments based on Western Grid

1	Although Siti Nani may be reasonably talkative in public, she finds it difficult to express personal feelings to those closest to her.  In employment terms, this inhibition is of little consequence.

2

Sensitive to criticism and naturally intuitive, Siti Nani has a natural ability to detect insincerity in others.  Because she is a sensitive soul, Siti Nani can be a solid friend and a good listener.  As a result, she will get on well with colleagues, whilst being more than capable of handling office politics.

5

Well-balanced, with an understanding and compassionate nature, Siti Nani is a natural leader who can inspire others.  But she needs a certain amount of freedom at work and at home.  With a compassionate and caring nature, and with the ability to get on well with others, Siti Nani will be a strong member of any team and will provide solid inspiration and support to her colleagues.

7

Siti Nani will find life's lessons hard to learn.  She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss.  It is likely that Siti Nani will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence.  Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.

8

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Siti Nani nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest.  She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest.  Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Siti Nani needs a job that offers variety.

99

Enjoying high intelligence, Siti Nani is inclined to look down on those who are not as intelligent as she.  Hence she does not mix well with society in general, and in particular with different social strata.  Yet Siti Nani is very ambitious to improve her lot, and will constantly strive for a better standard of living.  She also possesses strong humanitarian ideals that may find expression in charitable work.

[The Arrow of Activity: the numbers 7, 8 and 9]   Enjoying the outdoors, Siti Nani is someone who will perform best by being busy.  She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise.  A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Siti Nani, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.

[The Arrow of Determination: the numbers 1, 5 and 9]  Determined and persistent, Siti Nani has the patience to wait until she has achieved her goal.  She enjoys a progressive and enterpreneurial approach, and as such, will be an asset to any employer.  If the number 4 (in the Western Grid) is missing, she will be inclined to lose her temper on occasions.

[The Arrow of Emotional Balance: the numbers 2, 5 and 8]   Understanding and compassionate, Siti Nani is well-balanced.  She possesses sound leadership qualities that are of use in a wide variety of jobs.  With an understanding and compassionate nature, Siti Nani can appreciate the views of others, and thus gain the respect of the community in which she lives or works.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

1	Siti Nani will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.

2	Siti Nani has an average mind, and without the numbers 4 and 9 in the Chinese version will not enjoy a creative existence.

3	Unless Siti Nani also has in the Chinese version either the numbers 5 and 7, or the numbers 4 and 8, she will be hypersensitive and prone to stress-related problems.

4	Intelligent and logical, Siti Nani is not someone who acts rashly on the spur of the moment.

7

If the numbers 3 and 5 in the Chinese version are missing, Siti Nani is something of a perfectionist who seeks to achieve detailed accuracy, and has a natural instinct to unearth the truth.  If the Chinese Grid also contains the numbers 3 and 5, she will be attracted to work in a spiritual or humanitarian field.

8	In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details.  She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9	Although Siti Nani is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.

[The Arrow of the Planner: 3, 4 and 8]   Siti Nani has a cunning approach that borders on the unethical.  She will flourish in those areas of business life that reap rewards from the misfortunes of others.

[The Arrow of Intellect: The numbers 2, 4 and 9]   Siti Nani is intelligent, articulate and enjoys a first-class memory.  She has a logical and analytical approach that suits her to the legal, medical or accountancy professions.

hehehe.. Got this off a friend's blog *thanx ina!!*. Great website! Some r true, some, i'm not sure hit the point. *hmm* Anyway, it's always great trying to understand urself better. Hehehehe.. Gawd knows i need all the help i can get.

Hmm, already started work. DAMNNN boring lor.

Probably coz i'm doing HR.. which i know NOTHING about. It should be interesting but alas, since i have to do a LOT of referring of Pekeliling's, so, it gets dull after a while.

But other than tat, it's prettie okay. I mean, i hafta make it interesting, betul tak?? I'm gonna spend the rest of my working life doing this kinda work. Better get used to it. I dun wanna end up some people who ahte what they're doing for the rest of my working life. Life's too short for all that nonsense. I u get what i mean la kan.

Anyway, i guess this is the gomen officer's life. Arrghhhh... i feel SOOO old.

It's been a LONGGGGGGG month *i think*.

Anyway, news: Am already posted to the Ministry of Transportation (MoT); which division, I have yet to be informed. Life's been pretty okay, though i di miss d HDPM environment like hell.

Went for the Kursus Induksi DPA. It was GREAT!! Though there were times where i felt like just dropping dead purely out of exhaustion, but overall, it was a blast! Went hiking, cave-exploring, na-da na-da na-da. Gawd. The exprience was indescribable.

I'm speechless. Utterly speechless.

Anyway, after the 10-day course, came back to KL n reported for duty at Parcel D, Putrajaya. Have been busy this past week. Will be busy until Wednesday, where hopefully they'll inform me which division i'm posted to. Shit! The suspense is killing me!

Okay, so far, i've visited Port Klang (Nothport, Southport), where i've seen all the huge cranes up close. Even had d chance to take a sea view of the ports via boat. Had a blast, though I was scared shit of the boat sinking. Hahaha..

Then, we were brought to visit the Menara KLIA, housing the DCA (Dept. of Civil Aviation). Did u know that the 747 looks like a damn toyplane from that Tower? Damn scary. N damn high-tech too. Imagine that u can detect a cat running across d tracks from that tower. Gawd....

Anyway, am a bit rusty here for blogging *u can tell rite?* Will sign off know b4 i bore u people to death. Adios!

Just arrived from a late nite out wit d work gang. Had so much damn fun!!

We actually went to a place in subang *can't actually remember how to get to dat place anymore*. Anyway, just like lepak at dis mamak shop, n it was damn cool. BC, Greg, Kavit, Priss n Vinny were there. Heck, a whole lot of people frm HDPM were there. Even Nizam...

Anyway, we had a blast there, just laughing our heads off.

I REALLY AM gonna miss those people. Shit!

It's so sad, if u think about it too often. So i try not too. Evn when we get home, we still sms each othr abt anything. D greatness of technology!!

Anyway, here i am. Sleepless. Being sad thinking abt d day i have to say goodbye to them. Hai-yaa... I'm gonna miss them terrible!!!!

Oh well. Not everything good lasts forever rite?? I doubt that i'll have more fun in d govt, but heck, it's for my own good, aight??

I'm leaving HDPM on 13th Feb '04. Coz my Kursus Induksi for d PTD is on 16th Feb. Goshh... that's barely 2 weeks time. Shit!

Okay, dun take me wrong. I happy that I got d PTD. Exhilirated!!

But i guess, i just can't believe it sometimes. Leaving behind all the people that ended up meaning sooo much to me within just a couple of months or so.

Well... nothing comes out of being scared of change, rite?

Okay.. SHIT!!! I just remembered sumthing. N meaning that I JUST REMEMBERED SUMTHING!!! Farah's bro getting married on 15th Feb. Gawd... *shaking head* I'm gonna be bz like nobody's business here...

Oh well... Life's always been hectic. Just better that i deal wit it, aight?

Anyway, i'm trying to bring up d courage to say hi to a guy that i like. But being d idiotic me, i'm too shy to do it *yess, i am not that confident okay, people* My frenz have been bugging me to just go to him n say,"Hi!"

Like duuhhh.. How can u just go up to someone n say that??! Dat's d one thing that u wouldn't want to do. It sounds sooo... emm, silly. Like hellooo... Smiling, is still okay. Going up to a guy n saying hi?? That's... urghhh... scary.

Okay, okay... i dun have d guts. What's new? I've never been good in sorting out my rships with men. My frenz rships, i've been prettie good in handling. But my own?? U-uhh... I'm all stammers n clumsiness... Shit.

So how in d world am i gonna get to know dis guy?? Well, we know each other. We've smiled at each other. But we've technically never spoke to one another. *Pathetic, i know* D chemistry's there. But no guts to actually do something about it. Urghhh... *help!*

Anyhow, i'm leaving next week. So there goes my chances wit him. But he is damn cute. Especially when he wears those glasses of his... *sigh* *goes staring off into space*

I'm hopeless, aren't i??